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So! A few things have come to my attention :|

1. It is perfectly okay to be gay! Totally okay! There is absolutely nothing wrong with entertaining homosexual thoughts or feelings or desires! Okay? Okay!

Enjoy your homo thoughts to your heart's content♥

2. If point one applies, then: it is perfectly okay to not tell anyone. Or tell everyone! You can shout it to the world! ~~But please do not actually do this; most people find it a little strange to have someone shouting something in their company~~

3. It is not gay to appreciate a nice bottom. No matter who that bottom belongs to. A nice bottom is a nice bottom.

4. Friendships are precious and important. Please value them and give them the respect and consideration they deserve.

Thanks! ♥

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Nice meeting you Suga~

I wonder if we agree with each other is other areas. ;)

I hope we can become friends~ ^^

Mm~ It's likely! :D

I'm sure we can ;)

I think we should do something and find out~ What are your hobbies?

^_^ ♥

Sure! Hmm.... I'm afraid I've been so focused on studying lately that I haven't had much time to have fun and explore the town OTL; Well! I play volleyball♥ Karaoke is fun, too~ Anything lively is fun, you know? ^_^

I play basketball~ Have you tried before?

I love karaoke! I also like lively things!

Don't sleep with him.

~~Please.~~

Are you spying on me?

No. He's my friend...

He helped me through some stuff when I was trying to figure out my sexuality and shit.

He found me standing and staring in a store window and bought me a drink and talked to me until I felt better. He's the whole reason you and I have..whatever it is that we have. Ok?

Just...please...

'A thing'... and I wasn't planning on it.

You gonna go and look whoever I have a conversation with and assume I wanna have sex with them and tell me not too?

Please don't do that.

...~~You honestly think I don't know the way you flirt? Seriously?~~

You know what?

Nevermind, Kise.

Do whatever the fuck you want.

~~Like you always do.~~

I'll see you at the game on Monday.

~~Sorry for thinking you'd actually give a shit about how I feel for once.~~

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Wtf... Why are you being like that??

I said I'm not going to sleep with him!!

SEE? You can't do this! This is so messed up! Now you hate me... why? I'm not doing anything!!

Because I asked you for one thing. ONE! And you treat me like I'm the worst fucking human alive. You called me a stalker and implied I'm trying to judge who you have sex with.

I don't give a shit, you know full well I don't judge you for sleeping with everyone that strikes your fancy. I know what I signed up for from the beginning of our 'thing'.

But I asked you for one thing, to leave me one fucking friend to talk to that hasn't slept with you. And....you treat me like that.

I don't hate you, I could never hate you, but I don't want to be around you right now. You made me feel like shit. So thanks for that, Kise. Sorry for having fucking feelings about something.

I SAID I WASN'T PLANNING ON IT!!!

YOU made ME feel like shit!!! I was just having a conversation with someone and you ask me not to have sex! I wasn't even flirting and you assume I was looking to get laid... wtf! You just judged me right there! I HAVE FEELINGS TOO!

Certainly fuckin looks like flirting.

But I sorry I hurt your feelings.

~~I wish you gave a shit about mine for once though. The world does not fucking revolve around you. I hate these double standards. I hate being the only one making any kind of compromise or sacrifice.~~

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That's how I talk to people, doesn't mean I wanna fuck them.

You're not sorry. You didn't even realise you were hurting my feelings cos you think I have none. For you saying 'please don't sleep with that person' sounds like a reasonable request when to me sounds like you're calling me a manwhore who is just wanting to find more people to fuck regardless.

After that thing last Sunday I have slept with nobody, nobody but you. It wasn't hard, okay?! It wasn't at all... but now I'm so ... I don't even know. I feel like a dirty piece of shit... so maybe I should just go and do what I do best... that's what you think I'm doing whenever i'm not with you anyway, isn't it so... fuck it.

_{[ooc: he's crying...]}

I'm sorry for assuming, yeah that was a dick move. I shouldnt have said anything.

But you know what, Ryota? I love you so fucking much that it breaks my heart that Im not enough for you. I want to be the only person you need...I want to be your world...but right now I feel like...Im just an unwelcome visitor in it...I cant talk to anyone about us--and I cant talk to you either because you have all these double standards and act like the world revolves only around you. I am doing everything I can to be strong and confident and secure--but fuck, Im human and Im scared. Im terrified. I am insecure even though Im doing my damnedest not to be...and now Im fucking crying because im happy that youve gone a week being with only me......I...I love you....and what i want more than anything in the world is to hold you right now....and try and talk about this in person instead of on these stupid journals....can we do that, please?

Fine. Come over after work then.

I'm not going to work today...I'll be over in a few minutes...

Yes, I have! Aha I'm a little too short to be good at it, though ^^;

It's more fun that way♥

Really? How tall are you? I know an awesome player who is really not that tall.

It really is~~

I see you've met my former kohai.

Just wanted to say thanks again for before. If there's anything I can do to make it up to you, let me know.

Oh, I work at Tondefu so if you come by when I'm working I can get you a night on the house.

Oh! You two know each other? How nice! A lot of my former kouhai go to school in this city, too!

Ah! No, really! It was nothing. You don't owe me anything at all o: Although it might be nice to have tea again sometime ^^

That's really nice of you O: But I wouldn't want to get you in trouble or impose or anything!

Tea sounds great. Anytime you have time. I'll pm you my number since I just realized I forgot to give it to you before.

And it wouldn't be any trouble at all.

I'm free later today if you're interested! :D Oh, thanks! I'll text you so you have mine.

Thank you ^_^

[Text to Kasa]

Hello, Kasamatsu-san! This is Sugawara!

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