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[gimmesomesuga]

So! A few things have come to my attention :|

1. It is perfectly okay to be gay! Totally okay! There is absolutely nothing wrong with entertaining homosexual thoughts or feelings or desires! Okay? Okay!

Enjoy your homo thoughts to your heart's content♥

2. If point one applies, then: it is perfectly okay to not tell anyone. Or tell everyone! You can shout it to the world! But please do not actually do this; most people find it a little strange to have someone shouting something in their company

3. It is not gay to appreciate a nice bottom. No matter who that bottom belongs to. A nice bottom is a nice bottom.

4. Friendships are precious and important. Please value them and give them the respect and consideration they deserve.

Thanks! ♥

Comments

Re: [screened to kise]

[go_fight_win]

...You honestly think I don't know the way you flirt? Seriously?

You know what?

Nevermind, Kise.

Do whatever the fuck you want.

Like you always do.

I'll see you at the game on Monday.

Sorry for thinking you'd actually give a shit about how I feel for once.

(ooc: strikes deleted >>; )

Re: [screened to kise]

[nantokacchi]

Wtf... Why are you being like that??

I said I'm not going to sleep with him!!

SEE? You can't do this! This is so messed up! Now you hate me... why? I'm not doing anything!!

Re: [screened to kise]

[go_fight_win]

Because I asked you for one thing. ONE! And you treat me like I'm the worst fucking human alive. You called me a stalker and implied I'm trying to judge who you have sex with.

I don't give a shit, you know full well I don't judge you for sleeping with everyone that strikes your fancy. I know what I signed up for from the beginning of our 'thing'.

But I asked you for one thing, to leave me one fucking friend to talk to that hasn't slept with you. And....you treat me like that.

I don't hate you, I could never hate you, but I don't want to be around you right now. You made me feel like shit. So thanks for that, Kise. Sorry for having fucking feelings about something.

Re: [screened to kise]

[nantokacchi]

I SAID I WASN'T PLANNING ON IT!!!

YOU made ME feel like shit!!! I was just having a conversation with someone and you ask me not to have sex! I wasn't even flirting and you assume I was looking to get laid... wtf! You just judged me right there! I HAVE FEELINGS TOO!

Re: [screened to kise]

[go_fight_win]

Certainly fuckin looks like flirting.

But I sorry I hurt your feelings.

I wish you gave a shit about mine for once though. The world does not fucking revolve around you. I hate these double standards. I hate being the only one making any kind of compromise or sacrifice.

(ooc: strikes deleted)

Re: [screened to kise]

[nantokacchi]

That's how I talk to people, doesn't mean I wanna fuck them.

You're not sorry. You didn't even realise you were hurting my feelings cos you think I have none. For you saying 'please don't sleep with that person' sounds like a reasonable request when to me sounds like you're calling me a manwhore who is just wanting to find more people to fuck regardless.

After that thing last Sunday I have slept with nobody, nobody but you. It wasn't hard, okay?! It wasn't at all... but now I'm so ... I don't even know. I feel like a dirty piece of shit... so maybe I should just go and do what I do best... that's what you think I'm doing whenever i'm not with you anyway, isn't it so... fuck it.


_{[ooc: he's crying...]}

Re: [screened to kise]

[go_fight_win]

I'm sorry for assuming, yeah that was a dick move. I shouldnt have said anything.

But you know what, Ryota? I love you so fucking much that it breaks my heart that Im not enough for you. I want to be the only person you need...I want to be your world...but right now I feel like...Im just an unwelcome visitor in it...I cant talk to anyone about us--and I cant talk to you either because you have all these double standards and act like the world revolves only around you. I am doing everything I can to be strong and confident and secure--but fuck, Im human and Im scared. Im terrified. I am insecure even though Im doing my damnedest not to be...and now Im fucking crying because im happy that youve gone a week being with only me......I...I love you....and what i want more than anything in the world is to hold you right now....and try and talk about this in person instead of on these stupid journals....can we do that, please?

Re: [screened to kise]

[nantokacchi]

Fine. Come over after work then.

Re: [screened to kise]

[go_fight_win]

I'm not going to work today...I'll be over in a few minutes...